Oct 29, 2019
The Affair
Living on a horse farm alone after infidelity and divorce.
"Similar to the way people giving up sugar, and cutting back on calories, drink gin or vodka and tonics."
Somehow losing myself, fighting for solid ground against wells of grief and tears, forgetting my name, being caged and medicated, allowed me to find reality.
I don’t swim to exercise. Rhythmic laps have never been my thing. Tonight, I swim because I’m restless, unsettled, and water helps to shift things back into place.
Finding comfort in a forbidden feeling.
Thoughts on a career in which you have to be on social media to "succeed" and curating your social media to actually get some good out of something with so many negative impacts
