Textures of My Soul
What will you do
If all you need is to love and be loved
But you don’t know what love is?
If all you feel is emptiness, boredom and despair
And you need someone to rely on,
Someone to invest in, someone to share your experiences with
And all the depths of your imagination.
But how can you find that someone
If you feel like you are surrounded only by shallow people
And hollow words?
If you feel like you’ve seen it all and nothing impresses you anymore?
If you feel like no one is worth it because you know your worth?
Because you’ve been hurt so much and you feel like no one,
But absolutely no one can understand your pain.
Your soul is numb.
So you wonder over and over again
Why are you so obsessed with a feeling
That you can’t understand anymore,
But still you want it so badly
Because you know,
You know that once it hits you again
You will revive.
But you remember what they say:
“You fall in love three times in a lifetime.”
But what if my one time was meant
To make up for all those three?