How Do You Survive a Child Meant to Survive You?
My mind is years ahead, trying to imagine an America whose cherished ideals hold true even for a little Black boy like mine.
bet not be goin’ to people’s houseseatin’ and drankin’ everything up
Why’d you take my baby from me?
How could you be so spooked by Black or blinded by blue?
How do I survive a child preordained to survive me?
Why do I still cry, still whisper into the darkness of night—
my baby, my baby, my baby?
How do I piece together the bits of my shattered mind?
How do I mend the deepest of my wounds
my blood stained black and blues?
About another seven, if he’s lucky
Terri Linton is a mother, writer, and professor of criminal justice. She is a Master of Fine Arts candidate at Sarah Lawrence College. Terri writes about black girlhood, womanhood, motherhood, systemic racism, and disparities in the criminal justice system. Her writing can be found in Ninth Letter; the anthology Solo Mom Stories of Grit, Heart, and Humor; HuffPost; and other online sites. Terri is from the Bronx and continues to live in New York with her son.
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