How My Body Spoke to Me in Sickness
I was convinced that I could handle it all—including healing myself.
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Today I feel raw and drained and lowLife remains wonderful and I feel safe within myself
I must get betterBut I feel sad, want to sink into the ground, want to be swallowed by something, and yet and yet and yet I don’t want to make anyone else sad, I just want to get better, or maybe the issue is that I don’t know what vision of a future I’m looking for.
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Aisha Hassan is a Malaysian writer and entrepreneur. Her fiction and journalism have appeared in publications such as Quartz, Harper's Bazaar Malaysia, Barren Magazine, and XRAY Literary Magazine. She is the co-founder of Dia Guild, an e-commerce platform that supports artisanship, and also works for a charitable foundation in Malaysia. She has a BA in English Language & Literature from the University of Oxford and a Masters in Journalism from Columbia University. You can follow her on Twitter and Instagram @aishabhassan.
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