A Chronology of Touch
“The desire and the wrongness both, inseparable, pulled at me.”
The Young and the Restless
Kayla Whaley is a senior editor at Disability in Kidlit, a graduate of the Clarion Writers' Workshop, and an MFA candidate in creative nonfiction at the University of Tampa. Her work has appeared at The Toast, The Establishment, Uncanny Magazine, Michigan Quarterly Review, and in Here We Are: Feminism for the Real World, among other venues. She can usually be found being overly sincere on the internet.
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“I need a new way to eat,” I say. The nutritionist nods and says, “You want to lose some weight while we’re at it, right?”
Nothing had changed from the night before—except for the certainty that everything had changed. Food as I had always known it was now in the past.
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On Election Night, I thought again of the boy who assaulted me. When had I finally stopped blaming myself?
I felt abandoned and alone. I was told that it was at odds with what mothers should feel, do feel, after childbirth.