Inhaled and Altered by Doreen Ketchens or the Note That Lasts Forever

I was coming out of Pirates Alley and turning onto Royal Street when I heard the note that lasts forever.

Without hesitation I walked hypnotically toward the note and joined a gathering crowd moving in and out of sync with the rhythms of the note-maker.

A universe of brain cells were wondering simultaneously how this beautiful thing came to be happening here—as if the walls of Carnegie Hall had suddenly collapsed, leaving the performer exposed to all the elements of the street—traffic, jackhammers, sirens, and of course, crying babies.

But her music made all other sound irrelevant—I could no longer even hear the voices in my head. And the woman blowing eternally on her black and gold clarinet would not be known to me as Doreen Ketchens until after the experience.

And the experience started at my feet—started with that note—that green note, at least it was green to me, that's the color I assigned to it (and I think it's okay to assign a color to a note). New Orleans green. And that green note bounced off the windows of Rouses Market, ricocheted off the Saint Peter street sign and then dove into the Royal Street pavement below my feet.

That green note was not done. It oozed out through a crack in the asphalt and wrapped itself around my ankles—a vine note. And that vine note used its melodic tendrils to continue up my thighs, waist, torso, and then began tightening around my neck, but not too tight, then swirled up and around my eyes and ears to my sweating brow and sprouted white flowers on my bald head.

Suddenly I was well-rooted in a place I thought I was just visiting.

The vine note kept growing—a green elevator—lifting me up beyond the bead strewn balconies, higher and higher through clouds and space and time until I could see Madame Laveau dancing with her snake, Zombi, down in Congo Square. I saw a slave ship nearly collide with the Canal Street Ferry pushing through the Mississippi toward Algiers. I saw the pirate Lafitte counting his silver and gold in the Bywater and the yellow and orange flames from his flintlock musket.

And then all I could see was a moving and magical black cloud.

The undulating cloud turned out to be a murmuration of starlings and they surrounded and cloaked me and shook me from my beanstalk crow's nest. I tumbled and somersaulted inside the feathery womb as they dipped and swerved and twirled over this storied city and I was massaged into dust. And now, as a body of dust, I floated back down onto Royal Street where Doreen Ketchens inhaled me into her lungs.

Inside the lungs of Doreen Ketchens I felt safe and nourished in song. How incredible, how amazing, to be the dust inside these musical lungs I thought (well my dust thought), but before I could get too philosophical or metaphysical, she blew me into the barrel of her black and gold clarinet and back out onto the street.

My dust regrouped into my body and I realized my DNA had been altered—and all I could do about it, as I walked up Saint Peter Street toward Bourbon—was to smile.

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